You know that feeling when you could reaaaally do with a glass of wine?
Well so do I, my friend, so do I.
Unfortunately, my little body takes a while to recover from the ketamine infusions. And so last night, I settled for tea. At a wine bar.
Lucky for me, I live close to Santa Monica, California (again… at the moment), and so at least the setting was incredible. Hence, a smile.
And a giggle with Dad. Never too old, kids. Never too old. x
JOSH MEETS CA.
Josh was in California to spend Christmas with me and my family (who at the moment, are living here).
This is one of his first days. We went down to Santa Monica and I remember just being so happy and content. It’d only been a few days since we’d last seen each other on a gorgeous to Tobago, but that was a few days too many if you ask my opinion.
I am so lucky to have his love and support.
- He’s also very lucky to have mine, ha!
Sometimes it’s really hard to juggle a chronic illness and a relationship. Especially when the equation calls for distance, and harsh treatments such as ketamine infusions, or medications such as methadone. But we do the best we can.
I’ll definitely touch more on this subject of ‘love and other drugs’ (shall we call it?), throughout my blogging experience, as I am a HUGE advocate of never settling just because you may feel guilty, or sick, or any other synonym of the above.
I’m still getting my head, thoughts, and fingers around what I’d like to write exactly. But please trust that there’ll be more. And in the mean time… hold your head up! And know that you are SO worth it.
You’re still you. You’re just you with a better screenplay. x